Not really.
What I am referring to is I am officially a mother of a school aged child. That's right, not a preschooler, a school aged child.
It is so weird. I remember my kindergarten teacher and now my little man has one too. And she is adorable and younger than me. It's really crazy. We are nine days in and so far so good. I feel okay about our school, still a little anxious, but okay enough to keep sending him.
I have been enjoying my time with just the little one at home, so that keeps me a little less crazy than I could be.
I worry of course about silly things that I can not control, like who he befriends, how others will treat him, I especially worry about what they are not teaching him. I knew that this milestone would come and also that it would come quickly, but DAMN!, it really did fly by.
Another small step for us as a family and many more to come, but I still can't believe it!